ailingsoul | (no subject)

[ no homo or anything

pouts!!! he wants... to see it ]

[Pretty sure there's a lot of homo happening here]

I'll write more next time.

[Amused at the pouting]

[ hhhufffff!!!

---pulls some blanket up over him because, surprisingly, being naked in winter is cold ]

[Tugs them over yes, blanket cuddles are good. ]

[ he's silent for awhile, almost giving the illusion he's fallen asleep until - ]

...Aniki's not going to like this, when he finds out.

No he's not.

[Eyes closed, calm, back to absently stroking Soramaru's hair. ]

He's going to accuse me of taking advantage of you at the very least.

You didn't.

I certainly hope that's true. But even so he won't be out of line in thinking it.

Yes, he would! I asked! --If anything, you didn't want to!

[Just looks at him.]

Don't go that far. I didn't want to take advantage of you, wanting to do this with you is another matter.

[Um of course he wanted to or he wouldn't have. Well that might not be true he did things he doesn't want out of necessity all the time but that's not the point here. ]

I still had to ask you.

[He tilts Soramaru's head up and looks him in the eye.]

Just because you're my student and I trust and rely on you doesn't mean there aren't things I'm cautious about too. I believe you're capable, I believe when you say you're ready for things, I trust your judgement. But even I feel protective of you now and then. A position of authority is an easy thing to abuse.

[ --sighs. ]

You don't have to try and protect me too...

There are different ways of protecting people. You're an adult who can make his own choices. I respect that. But you're also my student. I also have to be careful not to abuse your trust.

...You're not--

You've said. I believe you. Do you think I'd do this with you if I didn't believe that?

[ shakes his head... ]

So calm down. It's natural to protect what you care about. That doesn't mean I'm going to stifle or hide you away. I need you, I'll need your help. So I'll be relying on you.

[I'm not your brother, I'm not going to baby you]

Edited 2014-11-14 15:29 (UTC)

[ ...heh. every time. /// ]

[Sighs and ruffles his hair, this kid.]

[ ...tries to contort himself to see whats written on him, again. ]

[Still on your shoulder.]

[ ...is there a mirror in the room ]

[Yeah but you'd have to get up.]

[ but im being held captive ]